my best friend of 10 years called me today and said - "i think i'm in love"
i was very happy for her that she finally found someone - someone that waited until she was fully comfortable, someone that was patient towards her innocence, someone that loved her pink hair and quirky personality
but there was this bad feeling in my gut, a lingering fear in my brain, this sense of panic that i know i shouldn't have, but - what if she gets her heart broken?
how do i tell her everything is going to be okay when i struggle to believe it myself?
how do i tell her that it takes years to recover from your first relationship?
how do i tell her that in the first few months even blinking hurts because of all the tears you cry at night?
how do i tell her that she might lose her appetite and her fav cake might not taste the same anymore?
how do i tell her to not trust in what he says but trust only in what he does?
how do i tell her to be careful of his intentions but also encourage her to love bravely and deeply?
how do i prepare her for something i dont even know myself?
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