Its days like this that I miss you the most when the sun is blazing, flowers are blooming or when it's late at night and I'm lying on the sofa remembering that at this time of hour you usually finish work and we would drive out to embark our next adventure in the dark together
I realised that these moments all have something in common - when the weather is perfect and the night is full of endless possibilities I'll want to share that moment with you, or somebody per se.
but that's the problem, isn't it? that after everything I still want to share my life's best moments with someone and the feeling that- I myself is not enough to make this moment special, is the very root of why I feel like I have a void that never seems to fill.
So, today I have decided to stop relying on other people to take me out or pull me out of the house. I've decided to take myself on an adventure, relish the perfect moments of sun and scenery by myself and understand that I am my own best company (and maybe google maps).
And in the end, solitude is what I really need to grow.
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